Three Months of Farming, and My Eco-Farm Dream Hits the Pause Button

In mid-April, I arrived at Letian Bay Farm in Shanghai with the vision of learning how to run a farm. Working and living here alongside my companions, before I knew it, the internship was over. Before leaving, my colleagues asked me if I still wanted to start a farm. Faced with this question, I am afraid I could only find the answer within myself by looking back on my real life and feelings at the farm. Letian Bay Farm (now renamed Lexiangu Community Farm) is an organic ecological farm operating on a community-supported agriculture (CSA) model, primarily providing members with shared vegetable plots and vegetable delivery services, while also offering farming experiences, nature education, and team-building activities. The farm covers approximately 85 mu (5.7 hectares), with nearly half the land given over to woodland and yellow-fleshed peach orchards; the actively cultivated area is about 20 mu (1.3 hectares). The farm’s current permanent workforce consists of the director, Yuan Qinghua, two male long-term farmhands and two female long-term farmhands. The more fluid element is the group of interns who arrive each year through Foodthink’s Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme.

I. “Hands” Remain the Most Essential “Tools of Labour”

It was April when I first entered the farm. The garlic was bolting, and my hands, washed again and again, had split and dried out. But to prepare the vegetable boxes, I still had to endure the stinging burn on my skin as I snapped off the garlic scapes. Though I had studied agriculture, this was the first time in my life I had actually worked the soil. A body conditioned by city life simply could not adapt to the muscular demands of farm work, and with only a single day off a week there was no way to properly recover from the fatigue. Every day I prayed that agricultural automation would soon become widespread. The physical exhaustion was something I had anticipated, but would my mind be at ease? Not really. Many personal tasks I had planned to complete in my spare time kept getting put off out of sheer tiredness, and the anxiety that came with them lingered.

● Left: Fingertip skin cracking and cracking again. Right: Even small-scale farmers have their own French manicure.

The question “Are you tired?” always comes up in conversations between the masters, the aunties, and us a handful of interns. “Tired” is the first impression most people have of agricultural production. In the daily farm work that relies so heavily on both hands, I would look at the creases in my fingers – untouched by cracks for the past 27 years – and they seemed to be silently protesting: farming civilisation has been developing for thousands of years, so why has the physical toll of working the land not lessened? Office workers’ occupational ailments receive widespread attention. What about farmers’? Are mainstream agricultural technology policies too heavily tilted towards supporting large-scale production systems? How much technology actually benefits small-scale agricultural producers?

Although Letian Bay Farm is not a “smallholder” in the traditional sense, the planting tasks for roughly 20 mu of cultivated land are almost entirely shouldered by four long-term farmhands, all over the age of 70. These four masters and aunties, well past retirement age, hold the core knowledge for working this land. When the time comes that these workers all retire, how will we – powerless to shoulder such a burden – feed ourselves properly?

● Planting chilli seedlings in a member’s plot alongside the masters and aunties.
The path forward for agricultural development cannot simply be training more new farmers to endure hardship for the sake of efficiency. It should also be about using technology to reduce the physical burden of farm work, or finding ways to produce higher-quality and higher-yield crops with the same amount of labour input. Or perhaps, can we achieve a maximally self-sustaining agricultural production system? If so, human labour could gradually be reduced. The sensation of “tiredness” is deeply carved into my body. So much so that when I heard in July that several yellow-fleshed peach trees had died from the heat, what came to mind was not how many fewer peaches I would get to eat, but the fact that I had spent two days bagging those very peaches, pushing through a body and mind on the verge of collapse – and now the tree was dead. And after every rain, when it is time to prepare the vegetable boxes, I tell everyone: “I will never allow my farm to grow Chinese chives again, because they are so painful to pick through!”

II. Sharing the Joy of the Harvest

My first task at the farm was mowing a small lawn with a mower, and from time to time I would follow the earlier intern, Xiao Tong, to feed the animals. When we first arrived, we were all like an “enzyme” – owing to certain characteristics we possessed, we gradually bonded with a particular “substrate” (a farm need), activating a function within the farm system. Later, although we were all doing many things, each of us developed a focus. Someone took on the animal feeding, someone absorbed all the design work, someone became the photographer… Among the farm’s many tasks, what I loved most was preparing the vegetable boxes. Here I learned for the first time that a courgette can grow as big as a pumpkin. The old courgettes are too large for delivery and cannot be cooked in the usual way (stir-fried or cold-tossed shredded courgette), but they are delicious stewed with meat. It is a pity that so few people appreciate an old courgette, and they are left to keep growing bigger and bigger in the field.

● A cart full of unappreciated old courgettes, waiting to be fed to the pigs.

The vegetables and fruit that grow from the earth are simply wonderful. I really want to put on an exhibition for them, to show everyone their vitality. When I am preparing deliveries, I always cannot help picking a few extra, wanting the recipient to feel the joy of the harvest too.

● Vegetables sorted and ready to be boxed for delivery.

Only after preparing the boxes myself did I understand why post-harvest handling and transport have become an important area of research. It is not just about ensuring product quality – the process also carries our hope of passing on the joy of labour to consumers, one for one. Even the sorting through of Chinese chives, which I dreaded most when I first arrived, did not feel so unpleasant by the end. I am not sure if it was simply that practice makes perfect.

● By the time it reaches the member’s hands, the spinach’s yellow leaves, weeds, and mud have already been cleared once over.

III. Animals and Plants on the Farm

One day in May, my fellow intern Xiao Ling suddenly noticed that all the wildflowers along the road in the east section had turned to shades of purple. I cannot say exactly when the turning point was, but my body’s response to farm life suddenly shifted: the time needed to recover from fatigue had shortened. Once my mind was no longer preoccupied with pain and exhaustion, it once again had the energy to observe, to think, and to verify.

● The view from the office window never fails to please.

Farm tasks may seem simple, but behind each one lies professional technique and knowledge. In the fields, on the surface we are pinching out the tips of edamame seedlings, pruning and thinning fruit on the corn, tomatoes, and peaches – but what reactions occur inside the plant with every action we take? Is it satisfied with our “help”? If left to follow its own growth pattern, what would it look like? In the beginning, clumsy and unsure how to treat the crops, I was constantly being fussed at by “Foreman” Master Wang.

● Waxy maize whose tillers have grown as thick as the main stalk.

The little animals on the farm each have their own temperaments, and sometimes they fall ill with diseases we do not recognise, facing moments that threaten their lives. In early March, the “human novice parents” tried hatching ducklings in an incubator. After turning the eggs they forgot to close the box, the temperature dropped, and of the twenty duck eggs placed inside, only half hatched.

Then, for some unknown reason, the ducklings – about a month old – one by one began to wobble on their legs and show increased discharge from their eyes and noses. Lacking professional knowledge, the first-time human parents scrambled for answers at the last minute. After scouring the internet, they tentatively diagnosed the ducklings with pasteurellosis. Although we carefully dosed each bird according to its weight – just a few tenths of a gram per feed – in the end only the three strongest survived. On 5 July, before Dad Duck and Mom Duck had even seen their surviving children, they were all bitten to death by a stray dog that appeared out of nowhere.

● The first hatched duckling.

The farm’s plants were changing with the seasons too, and weeding ceased to be a pure burden – it became my avenue for first-hand observation.

When I first arrived in early April, many plants I had never seen even in Guangdong: petty spurge growing in neat geometric shapes, slender strands of cleavers that cling to other plants with a coat of tiny hooks, hillside after hillside of white-flowered fleabane symbolising spring, and purple-flowered hawkweed and field thistle, among others.

At the time I was marveling at the absence of alligator weed – the same weed that runs rampant in Guangdong – only to discover in May that the earlier temperatures had simply not yet been warm enough to rouse it. The weeds and crops on the farm all follow their seasonal rhythms; once the window has passed, you will not see them again until next year. Perhaps it is precisely because of this seasonality that my heart holds a little extra regret and a little extra anticipation.

● Some wildflowers blooming by the roadside in the farm in April.
There are many natural resources on the farm, but we cannot simply decide how to use them as we please. We have woodland, yet we cannot determine whether a particular tree stays or goes. Even within the farm’s boundaries, we are powerless to prevent fruit trees from being replaced with ornamental species on the grounds of urban road-landscaping needs. And there are raccoon dogs and steppe polecats that occasionally appear on the farm to pick off a few chickens – they are protected by law. The better I come to know the animals and plants on the farm, the more I begin to encounter the practical realities of running one.

IV. The Ideal and Reality of the Eco-Farm

What stayed with me most was the fifth day after arriving at the farm. Like cotton workers of a new era, we pushed bag after bag of organic fertiliser off a lorry and stacked them up. Each bag weighed 40 kilograms, and the eight of us hauled more than 300 bags – a process that needs to be repeated every six months. From that day on, I suddenly started paying attention to the inputs and outputs of the farm system. Why don’t we make our own compost instead of buying in so much organic fertiliser every year? Answering that question requires first considering where the composting raw materials would come from and in what quantity. The second question is: someone needs to turn a compost heap of that volume – who would do it?

● The women pushing fertiliser off the lorry; the men stacking the unloaded bags along the path. Photography: Xiao Ling

The matter of fertiliser offers a glimpse into the practical constraints on achieving a self-cycling farm: the area under cultivation, human resources, funding, infrastructure, workflow design, climatic conditions, and fertiliser quality, among others. An agricultural system that could have been more self-sufficient seems to be held back by these practical factors, as well as external constraints such as land-use zoning and all manner of regulatory approvals. In many respects, the farm still falls short of the ideal described in ecological, organic, and permaculture theory, but under current conditions, perhaps this is already the best solution for keeping the farm running.

● Relationships and material flows between elements on the farm.

In terms of community-supported agriculture (CSA), reality poses its own problems. In an ideal CSA model, members and producers share the risks of agricultural production together. But through three months of observation, I found that some members do not understand the CSA philosophy. One member complained to us that this year the crops in her plot were worse than everyone else’s. As service providers, we ought to strive to ensure consumers receive quality products, yet consumers tend to want to share only in the gains, reluctant to bear the losses from harvest shortfalls caused by external factors.

Moreover, the vision of shortening the food supply chain through an ecological farm that deals directly with consumers has not been fully realised. Geographically, the farm is located in Fengxian District, Shanghai – a far-out suburb that not even Shanghai locals are willing to acknowledge as part of the city. Many of the surrounding residents already have their own fields and do not need an outside service bringing food from land to table. Among the more than fifty members who rent plots, let alone those who consistently come to harvest, there are very few who even receive regular deliveries. Many good ingredients rot in the ground before members arrive, never making it to the table.

Sometimes I wonder: can “eat in season, eat local” really meet my dietary needs? By the end of July, the farm was producing roughly 20 varieties of fruit and vegetables, while the supermarket offers over 30 organic options and even more non-organic ones. Compared with the supermarket, the farm itself currently lacks mushroom products, is short on seasoning ingredients, the newly sown coriander is growing very poorly in the plum rain season, and after the heatwave there is not much more leafy greens left that is fit to eat.

● This year’s first plate of sunflower seeds (not fully ripe, but I could not wait any longer).

After spending two straight weeks endlessly juggling a handful of ingredients and twisting them into different dishes, I realised that relying on the output of a single farm might sustain me, but it falls short of meeting the emotional needs that food gives me. I have to admit that for a consumer who enjoys a variety of ingredients, being able to savour food from all over the world is truly a blessing. On the other hand, perhaps this also indirectly contributes to preserving the local ingredients of some corner of the world.

Finally, a farm like Letian Bay, which centres on urban leisure experiences, must also meet clients’ need for visual pleasure. To keep the farm from looking too “wild,” we have to tidy up the lawn and the flourishing plant world along the paths before every event. Each time I see the bare earth slightly exposed after a trim, I feel a sense of loss and regret, but personal preference has to yield to the demands of clients who hold greater sway.

● Xiao Ling and I making floral arrangements with wildflowers, weeds, and overgrown ingredients. Photography: Huang Qingye, Xiao Ling

V. Memories Strung Together by Meals

I have said a great deal about the frustrations of reality and the current state of things, but the lovable, very human daily rhythms are also the main melody of farm life: living and working together, feeding the animals together, cooking and washing up together, witnessing the mobile kiosk from concept to construction, and feeling the friendship between farm friends who exchange their own produce as a greeting gift. To readers, these may seem like nothing more than a long, abstract string of phrases, but in my mind they are one by one warm little moments of life.

● Teacher Yuan and Master Xiao Tong building the mobile kiosk.

Finally, taking food as my medium for a wrap-up, I want to say that after leaving, the withdrawal symptoms probably it is missing Boss Yuan’s “painted” big cakes, Xiao Ling’s hometown specialty of wasabi chicken, Xiao Lu’s waterfall bread, Xiao Liu’s tomato and egg stir-fry, the 25 crayfish that Xiao Tong fished up over two long nights, the white-cut chicken from Master Wang – who only reveals a few of his tricks after a little coaxing – Auntie Gu’s horseshoe vine and meat zongzi, Auntie Hua’s habit of adding a dash of chilli powder to her vegetarian dishes for extra flavour, and the farm’s seasonal limited-edition cucumber jelly, Earth Three Delights, strawberry jam, iced watermelon, sugar-tossed tomatoes… and missing the farm’s living “kitchen waste processor” dogs – Princess Tudou and endearingly contradictory Xiaobao. Please make sure the next cohort of interns takes good care of them too.

● Me, Tudou, and Xiaobao on the “Princess’s Coronation Slope.” Photography: Xiao Ling

Foodthink Author
Xiao Huang
An INTJ who knows a little of everything and wants to learn everything. Chose to study ecological agriculture out of a love of plants and animals and a concern for the environment. Currently working at Yinlin Ecological Farm in Conghua, Guangzhou.

 

 

 

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Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme
The Lianhe Programme’s “Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme” project was initiated by Foodthink in 2021, with the aim of providing support to young people interested in ecological agriculture and to established ecological farms. It enables young people to gain farming knowledge and skills through hands-on practice, while also allowing experienced farmers’ expertise to be summarised and passed on. At the same time, it supplies farms with high-quality talent and injects vitality into rural communities. To date, three rounds of recruitment have been completed, supporting more than 60 participants into over a dozen ecological farms across the country, for internships ranging from three months to a year.
Unless otherwise noted, all photographs in this article were taken by the author. Editor: Yu Yang Poster: Yi Ruan